Lovely, Special, Only, Favorite
My two cousins lost their lovely mother
My uncle lost his special wife
My mom lost her only sister
My brother and I lost our favorite aunt
Nothing has changed. I feel exactly the same today as I did one year ago. Trips have been taken, milestones have been reached, successes in her own family as well as mine that need to be shared, just all kinds of things that still need to be discussed and talked about, almost on a daily basis. And I miss it. A lot. It just sucks. I think she'd be pissed that a whole year has gone by and very little has been celebrated about her, it's been pretty much nothing but grief and sadness. This next year will be the year of great remembrance of her for me. You don't have to hold on to the pain to hold on to the memory.
Good times with Aunt Debbie.