On this, Thanksgiving Eve

It's soooo cliche but I feel like doing it anyway.  Here are 50 things I am thankful for (in no particular order):

1. My marriage
2. Chris
3. Drew, William, Lauren
4. fertility
5. my mom
6. my brother and his family
7. Chris's parents
8. Dad and Cindy
9. our extended families - every single person
10. nap
11. Bravo
12. double strollers
13. Lions 'N Lambs
14. Oakland Fire Department
15. Starbucks
16. blog readers
17. awesome washing machine and dryer
18. good health
19. chemo
20. Puffs
21. my education
22. Ipod
23. housecleaner
24. baby giggles
25. pacifiers
26. Jet Blue
27. washable paint
28. music
29. internet
30. Aveeno chapstick
31. Neutrogena hand lotion
32. Playtex Drop-Ins
33. old friends
34. sleep
35. new friends
36. epidurals
37. Costco
38. 2-days
39. Real Housewives of ... (don't judge me)
40. Lifesaver CPR
41. unexpected phone calls
42. secure employment
43. William's imagination
44. my camera
45. Harry Connick, Jr.
46. Cape Cod
47. Starbucks (I know, but it needs to be said twice)
48. disposable diapers
49. children who sleep through the night

...and the last thing I'm thankful for may not be the most important thing but in this moment, it's all I can think of.  I am THANKFUL THIS IS NOT ME THIS THANKSGIVING:

Thanksgiving Day, 2008